hey

hmm... i just finished my exam..
my mind is blank now.
and im gonna to fill in the blank with full of colors
everything seems like unpredictable..
it's complicated..
to my dearest sister,
i wish to see you now..
i have lots of things to share with you..
to my dearest friend,
i wish to see you now..
i have lots of things to tell you..
hmm...
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hate myself...

i can't believe that i'm here to write my blog while i'm having examinations....
i m really A BIG HEAD PRAWN M BIG SOTONG.. BIG BIG BIG BLUR BLUR BLUR STUPIAK IN THE WORLD....
im so blur.... so CLUMSY...SO CARELESSSSS
i hate myself being like that everytime....
i hate it.!!!!!!!!!
now only i realised i retaking one more paper???
was that my fault or their fault who printed wrongly??
but i have to take the responsibility too... coz i didnt check properly...
oh GOD... is it a bad thing??
aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I EVER HAD IN MY LIFE...
such an important thing... how could i do wrong???
how could i??
i can't even forgive myself.....
i don't know whether it is a good thing or bad thing..
and i hate myself... for being lazy and emotional....
i always did the same mistake.. although i know it was not a right thing to do so.....
i always like that..
someone please slap me.. n punch me.. to wake me up>>.
scold me until i m awake...
n start afresh...
someone please help me......
...................................
i think im the only person who can save myself by now.........
i need some support....
i need someone .......
need someone.......
GOD BLESS...
i wanted to change...................... my bad habits... FROM NOW>...
please stay beside me...
aaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHA
I JUST WANTED TO SHOUT OUT LOUD.........
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD~

SNP

i went to snp on 9th of may 2008
hmmm ..
no comment...
feel with the heart...
i wish to keep it in my mind..
as long as i could..
if one day i forgotten..
please forgive me..

you know who i meant...

" the distance doesn't matter, it's only the first step that is difficult"
=)
thanks to you...
you are always be my lovely one...

circle of the day

can believe that i ate 9 doughnuts today...