>_<

i'm timid..
i need somebody who is brave to save me..
(if you willing to do so..)

big breakfast

i ate 5 slice of white bread and i canned of tuna as my breakfast and 2 big cup of ""leong cha""
oh NO! i just cant stop eating..hmm.. i don't know.. i really think that my stomach is not small actually.. time flewwww~~

seedless watermelon

actually i'm not planning to write anything about today..although i felt happy..
but.. i have one thing must record down..
cause.. i never ever have any friend did such thing to me in my life..
that's really funny.. and maybe silly? but really really... ahaha..
u know.. somebody wanted to show me a piece of watermelon which is seedless
coz he wont eat watermelon or grapes with seed.. what a weirdo~
attention~! the watermelon that he brought for me..is COLD summore.. i just have one word for him,. is "keng"! the piece of watermelon was so thin... n.. haha he put it in the tupperware ..
he is really.... i duno which word can describe him..
hmmm haha.. anyway, it is a nice memory to keep :)

today green green green ^^
i wore green my bag is green i saw a lot of green things..so everything.. green ~
so i felt fresh like a green apple today =)

i believe

i woke up at 5.30 a.m today..
i never wake up so early after my secondary school...
because i need to go to hospital to pass something to my friend's sister..
hmm~ the sky is dark..the moon is very bright..there are lot of twinkle twinkle little stars..
i saw an aeroplane passed by...i heard the music from the private chinese school..
i met my neighbour.. i met my cousins.. seems like everything is so familiar to me..
but now.. everything seems like..... i tried to remember every moment in the morning while waiting for my friend come to fetch me..
i waited for more than half an hour... from dark to bright.. i was standing there.. and looking at the sky.. watching the moon and the stars..
he gave me a pack of honey stars when he reached..ahaha
then we went to hospital.. and he was late to college..
then we went to mcdonald for our breakfast.. chicken bubur..
after my class at twelve noon.. i went to library as usual ..
i was planning to finish my report which i need to pass up today..
but then... only i knew that i was sleeping in front of the computer in the library for more than half an hour ..after i woke up.. i was so shocked.. feel a bit malu lerr... @.@
then when the time i finished my report is already 3.45 pm.. i sit at the individual place and gonna do my revision. then i received a call from my friend lei.. he come to my coll for his table tennis competition.. he seems like changed d.. like be more mature? hehe i have no comment..
but i'm happy to meet him.. then we chatted for less than half an hour.. then i need to go to main block to meet my friend d...
this special friend brought me to the sunway..
actually when he use the other way to go back home.. my mind told me that we are going to try the yogurt.. which we passed by the yogur berry last time..but i told myself.. don't think so much... !! i were correct.. we really went to the yogur berry.. the we ordered the buddy set.. ohh the yogurt really like ice-cream.. very nice.. really really nice..is really really really nice.. thanks to him..
then we were hanging around in the shopping complex.. he told me lot of stuffs.. i listened to him everytime. but i seldom look at him when he is talking to me.. so he thought i never wanted to listen to him.. but actually.. i was listening to him..sometimes he asked for the opinion or the comments.. i was thinking.. but i don't know how to explain to him.. or maybe i don't even know?
hmm.. i learned something from him... anyway,, no comments,.. feel with the heart..
..... i also don't know what to say.. maybe i have to expose more to the environment,..i have to be a sponge.. so that i can absorb more water..i should see more...hmmm i have to communicate with more people.. so i can figure out what are they thinking in their mind? sot sot,,, i blur edi...
i'm young.. be a super big cotton.. >.< don't be ego!
haahah tomorrow will be better ;)

photocopy answer

haha.. it's funny..
one of my friend asked me a question again..
when only you are not a single?
really sounds funny.. this was not the first time people asked me about it...
seems like they are more caring about it more than i do..
when i told them i haven't found someone i like...
they surely will said i am too choosy...
ahaha.. i also don't know..
it's really boring and tiring to answer the same question for couple of years...
i am quite enjoying my life as a single..
hmm.. but sometimes.. i need a shoulder to let me lean on or a warm hug.. from anyone..
and i don't think i have the ability to fall in love with someone.. and i should not too..
i seems like don't have extra time for those..
i can't give any promises..
my timetable is like fully booked for my family..study..and maybe friends?...or problems?
i don't have a fixed timetable..
i might be the person who promise for date..
but i might not make it out of sudden..
if someone really don't mind .. or maybe just for a short term..
who knows? ... everything can be start easily..but it is hard to stay long..
is really hard to have an everlasting love..
you are lucky if you found someone you love and the person love you too..
there are so many people in the world.. but u met him/her
you should appreciate it..
fate doesn't comes easily

~wish everyone find their true love~
Happy Easter Day =)

p.s : please don't fall in love with me.. this what i told my friends since i form one.. i will scare@.@

is me

when i insane,
i might laugh out loud,
i might cry out loud,
i might shout out loud,
without any reason...
you might thought i am mad...
i just want to find a way to relieve~

P.S stand by me

once you step out, you will have different point of view

everytime might be the last time..
don't ever believe you have next time..
appreciate every moment with everyone..
something reminds me to think so..
hm~~
today i went for meeting in kelana jaya..
a lady is the manager of the company..
got one sentences that she said
has touched my heart..
she said.. " do you ever appreciate everytime when you received a call? or when you dialed to somebody? " because a person is not to be natural and right to receive your call.. he or she can even hang up your phone.. and not everytime u can sure that u can call somebody when you in need..
it's like something very strange..
everything in this world has purpose..

mao mao yu

today the weather is nice today..
but it makes pp feeling sad..
raining from morning till night..
i was bringing my umbrella along to the night market at cheras..
hmm.. i think this is really my first time..
but it was quite fun =)
i went with my friends...
i ate a lot..
until my stomach looks like having 3 months baby..
ahhaha..
but i am happy today.
peaceful~

mAdly~~~

hmm.. haha
troubles come out of sudden.. haha
i have no idea how to solve it out of sudden.. haha
everything in the world has purpose..
hahahahahhahahaaa
hahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahhahahaha
hahahahaaahahahah
hahahahahahahahaha
i just know to laugh by now...
.......

i will keep it in my heart

is hard for me to say thank you to a person which is very close to me..
i will look at you while i say thank you..
i really mean it..
from the bottom of my heart..

misty dream

i remembered someone told me
when u dream about something which have colour then u will remember the dream when u wake up..
if you dream about something which is black and white then u will hardly or cannot remember what you dreamed..

sorry , i =X today

hmm...
i am speechless...
don't talk to me...
don't ask me...
don't bother me...
don't look at me...
just stand beside me...
that's enough for me...

lies means lies nomatter it is white or black

i told lies today...
i felt guilty...
i felt sad for myself when i told lies..
it seems like when u said once..
you have to tell more lies to cover the lies that u have told..
that's not i wanted...
but i'm so sorry..
i wanted to tell you the truth..
but i scare
and i worry
and i don't even dare to do so..
i think u might know i was telling lies..
hmm...
................... ='(

52,53,54

raining today...
i am a good actor sometimes..
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it's a funny thing..
when exam is coming soon,
you will feel worry..
when exam is going on,
you feeling worry..
when result is out,
you feel worry too..
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i have no energy today..
i am feeling tired..
but i couldn't fall asleep..
my voice is soft today..
my view is blur today..
my body be stone today..
i have no feeling today..
i drank starbuck's coffee today..
i received a letter from my sister today..
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today

i helped my mum to shift her house today..
the weather in the morning is nice..
the highway only have few cars..
very few people along the street..
the air is fresh like a smell of dry woods
they stay in the apartment..
but they have lot of things to shift..
i met a man who is my mum's friend..
he is so gentleman and kind
he is going to be a "he shang"
the way he talk is very soft and polite..
i went back home at 5 sumthing...
the sky is dark..seems like going to rain.,
i walked down to the car park and went back home..
cause i plan to bring my grandma out for dinner..
i drove 120 km/j
but i felt the road seems like never end..
and i felt so lonely when i was inside the car..
i hope i can reach home quickly..
but it seems like a long long journey..
i seldom have this kind of feeling..

save weirdo

i really hate myself sometimes..
i hate why my intuition will always so strong..
like can always predict what is going to happen..
although i don't really know what will happen..
but i could feel sometimes is not on the right way..
people always tell me.. not to judge by the intuition..
i have to be more logical and rational..
i know they were correct in some way..
but i always believe my intuition..
i also don't know why..
i am the kind of person which always
follow my heart while i am doing something..
i am a kind of weirdo..
someone please save me~~

i want to scream and shout

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twinkle twinkle little night

1st time wearing the high heel..
my leg was so pain..
i went to have dinner with my friends..
they said have to wear formal= like OL style.. =="
when i reached the restaurant..
who i met was the monster..
he is really a god la..
where i go ..he also know.. i was sooo surprised..
asked him how did he know..
he told me that he has many friends.. what a lame reason..
anyway, just feeling surprise..
aiyoo... i going to pening la..
my funny looking.. wearing the high heel..walking like cacat..
let him saw it.. sigh..
dont know what to say..
but the dinner was nice.. =)
and my best friend.. yuu ning..
she was pretty that night ^^
that was my 1st time see her wearing so formal. n nice ;)
after dinner,
i went out with monster,
we passed by the klcc n kl tower...
at night. kl is beautiful..
everywhere is full of lights..
n the klcc just in front of me..
so nice.....
and so big..
hmmm
and we passed by some club..
hmm then he went to makan.. mee..~ ahah
nothing much.
just wanted to write down what have happened today..

游人

在人生当中，
若有个同伴
愿陪你一起探索世界，
请珍惜他。

Love U Come Kiss You

today i'm lucky =)
how about tomorrow?
hope tomorrow will be better =)

who i want

when all people don't believe me
when i telling something which is truth
at least you're the one who trust me
when all people were laughing at me
when i had done something embarrased
at least you are stand by me
when i feeling down
when i feeling helpless
maybe you can't even help me
at least you are beside me
when my face full of pimples in out of sudden
and i was so uncontrol of my hormon thingy inside my body
at least you will not teasing at me
when i feeling hopeless and nervous
at least you are the one who telling me
you will always right there to support me no matter what will hahppen
i feeling stressful and angry
at least you are the one who allow me to relieve my anger
let me shout out loud or do something insanely
and will not saying me i'm mad
when both of us together
we are walking forward but not backward
if i were fireworks
and you have to be the sky
if i were water
then you have to be the sea
if you are the worm which inside my body
and not destroy my health
i will willing to share my blood of mine
and let you stay in my body the rest of my life

S2

it's scary..
it is not a secret when u thought that was a secret..
like the most secret place..which only allow you to be yourself..only for yourself
only you in that place..
not allowing other people to come inside..
but now only you will realised..
actually there is many untold stories..
that you don't know..
feeling like naked..
letting people see my whole body.. except my heart