i must be insane.

yesterday i parked at the housing area there.. even though i saw a police was writing the saman...
i just dun care.. n just parked near there.. even i scare... coz just a day b4.. i got a saman.. sigh...
but.. luckily this time i didnt kena saman..
today again.. i parked there also..
even though i might get a saman again..
i really dont know what im doing sometimes.. i just did somthing wrong..(even i know that was wrong)
but today i parked further down the hill..
i think the police wont so hardworking n walk so far away.. just to write a saman for me kua..
BUT
what i shocked is.. i got a paper which sticked on the mirror of my car..
n wrote...""dear ilegal driver..bla bla bla.. if u continuing ...then i will sue you.. igot ur car number plate.. n took the photo. n blablabla..."
i was not angry.. just.. duno what kind of feeling.. mayb..embarrassed? i really insane.. i only have little water.. i poured the water to the paper. n start to take the paper away.. the owner of the house was used the uhu glue to sticked the paper!!! even he or she really hate my car parked near his or her area.. but he or she shouldnt sticked it mah.. just put on my car then i will know...
==" i never done stupid thing be4 like this... u think i wanted to park near ur house .. im just almost late.. so i terpaksa... after taking off the paper.. i duno why i didnt throw the paper on the floor.. when i saw the paper was drop... i was mad n pick it up n put in my car?! what was in my mind is.. i couldnt do that..that wasnt me..
hmm.. anyway, is a great experience to me too :P coz i never had b4 ;)
rich pp really different.. a minor thing can be a serious thing.. so next time. just follow the law :P
hmm today i called my sis.. she is in the australia now..
yesterday night i just dream about her.. i wwas dreaming that she came back n just want to find me.. and she asked me to wait for her at college after my class... after that i woke up......
i heard her sound.. she told me her life over there.. i was crying.. n same as her...
hmm mayb it is just a beginning.. sumtime i still always think that she will come back home n have dinner..hmm..when i will see her again>? god knows :)
god bless her too.. i miss her